It rained continually today and even my heart got soaked. I spent all my Sunday doing nothing in the house alone til I went downstairs to take a shower and met the guest coming back from outside. And without exception, he scared me in my bath robe since I thought everyone had gone. We said 'hi' to each other then I dodged into bathroom. This is the second time I met him and the first time was even more embarrassing....I was in a white facial mask...

I was quite happy that I am the only person in da house during most of the time firstly. Later I got shocked by the arrival of those male guests during mid-nites. Hope I can get used to it at last before I move back to da so-called best accommodation in my college.

As I told everyone I planned to start my project today I appeared offline on MSN and ate meals in my room. But what happened was another story. I even didn't open Word and type anything in today... It seems I was downloading movies and lighting fags all day. I am feeling really guilty now also very sorry to those ppl who received my promises. Sorry, dears, I've disappointed u....

There is a rumour that  the fifth week of every term is the blue week in Ox. Now I can feel that! gotta force myself doing sth next week instead of eating+sleeping like a pet and that was wut I did this week...There're another 2 weeks to go and then I get on the coach to Heathrow and then I land on PVG and then I start my live with dissipation in SH and then another cycle...STOP! Every time I end up with a conclusion that my life is such dull and feel that I am doing everthing for nothing when I  think in that way. BTW, is your life more interesting than mine?

At least I haven't fed up with my lomo yet. I tried to finish my second roll today and going to develop it at Boot's tomorrow. I'm waiting for my 'Jasmine' to bloom .... Another thing 'd like to mention is that I went to computer room today with my 1st roll of film for scanning and I found that the scanner in da college wasn't able to do it without an adapter especially for scanning 35mm slides. So I have to stick with those paper format thing at the moment.

When I feel too lazy, I input these letters since thery are less complicated than CH and of coz  less implicative. If u doubt that u are reading a journal written by a kid I am sorry to tell u that u will feel the same when u read those ones by me in CH....



MY WISH @ BEDTIME: TMR IS SUNNY AS SPRINGTIME KISS NITE NITE